About Big Evil

I’m a guy who has problems with moderation. For me it is all or nothing. Binge and purge. Grey is not a colour I wear well. My daily existence is a toss of the coin—one side, fear, the other side, gratitude. I flip that coin all daylong and as a result, I navigate through the world with the excitement and determination of a child. Unfortunately, more often than not, that childlike energy is the maturity level I bring to many circumstances. It is about the prize; it’s about the work. The network is the one what determines my success. Logically, I know all of that.

I’m exhausted by my own obsession for recognition. It goes deeper than just pride and ego. You can say many bad things about me and they’d all be true — I’m arrogant, abrasive, narcissistic, juvenile, and over-sensitive. But I’m also a man who lives in a perpetual state of change. I have no choice. There is no stasis. If I’m not moving forward, I’m sliding back.

In front of me there is only opportunity.

Hungry daddy?

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